jan 20

where does time go? i get a little busy and almost two weeks go by!

lets see.. what went on...
well, i worked alot. and that, in itself, wasnt very exciting at all.

last weekend i went to seattle to watch a warhammer tournament.
yes, the board game.
it was super nerdy and super fun.
but very tiring too, somehow.... standing there watching really takes its toll.
and for some reason i took zero pictures.
i have no good excuse.

this week is more work.
i should be getting excited for my trip, as i leave in 2.5 weeks, but im so busy that i havent gotten there yet.
must work on that.
maybe if i make a list of things i should pack it will spark it off?
hrmmmm..

tonight, i am feeling very emotional.
or maybe sensitive is a better word.

ive been trying to help a friend get an electric piano for his brother, when he comes to visit.
so tonight, i was following up.
he was asking me odd questions, and i couldnt get the number of the girl who was going to lend it to me.
turns out they were all together and taking the piss.
im just really annoyed. should i be?
i dont know if im being irrational here, but my feelings are quite hurt.

the way i see it, im taking time from my personal life, to help out with something that makes zero difference to me if it happens or not.
and they are being dicks.
i am not impressed at all.

maybe im feeling all butthurt that i didnt get invited out?
i dont know.
but boo to this feeling.
its not even pms! arg.


anywho, enough wimpering.
im going to go to bed now.
exciting times i tell ya.
two more days this week. then its only 2 weeks til blast off.

must watch more wire too. ive only gotten 3 episodes down so far.
i have alot of work to do!

honestly...

is it too much to ask, that I get serious comments from friends on serious posts. Im not talking about here, btw. cause only 4 of you know about this page, and rarely comment. =)
I'm talking about facebook. Yes, we can all be silly alot of the time there, but recently, I posted a note with a quote from the dalai lama. A pretty great one too. So my good friend leaves a jackass comment on it. Can we just go back to the age old "if you dont have something nice to say, dont say anything at all."?? I deleted her comment. Its my damn page, I'll do what I want.

I think that as much as I enjoy goofing around, I am feeling like I need to get serious for a bit, and that seems to take away from my patience for everyone else. Or maybe im just moody right now. Could be anything. But I do have lots to think about right now. And lots of things to do before I leave this country.

I suppose I should go to work now. Still unsure of where I will work for the last 4-6 months before I take off. Im sure it will work out, but Id really like to know. I can go unemployed for a bit across the pond, but I need to afford to get there first.

Oh ya! benefits finally kicked in! Dentist next week! time to take advantage of that and get shit done!!