whats new?

well, i sold my bike. right away too, so that was awesome.

trying to sell the couches now. might take less than im asking on them to get them out.

i am thinking now that i might not take a trip at all and just move to a better apartment.
i was going to tough it out here til january, then give it up and put my stuff in storage and go away for 2 months. i could couch surf when i got back and find a new place then.
one that i would spend more money on but feel a bit more settled in.
right now i feel like this is not somewhere that i can 'be'. i feel very.. immature in here, if that makes sense. its not very grown up.

almost makes me wish i hadnt left my last place, but i needed the change. i did.
its just frustrating.

went on a date last night with a boy that i have a crush on.
im not sure if he was totally aware that it was a date though, or if he just thought we were hanging out as friends. dinner and a movie. come on.
but i am going to go with my friend holly's advice, and hang out with him a few more times, just us. she says that after about 4 hang outs, if there isnt anything sparking, then its just friends.
he is very friendly and fun, but i suspect he may not know how to deal with dates and such so much, so maybe thats it. or maybe, just maybe, i have another friend.
time will tell.

still feeling in my funk but at least being active about it.
hung pictures up last week, so that it feels a bit better and lived in in here.
got my magnets up on the fridge too.
today i need to clean stuff and go through my boxes again and try to condense some more.
and laundry. damn that laundry...

i would also love to go shopping for a new pair of jeans, but maybe i can do that on the weekend... hmmmmm.......

the way it goes

*shakes fist at this murphy person*

why is it that the people you want to hit on you, dont.
and the ones you dont, do?

a guy at work, who is a friend and doesnt stand a chance to become more than that (and not cause he isnt a great guy he just totally isnt for me), sent me a message today that i looked really cute.
im pretty sure he has a crush on me, but doesnt push it cause we are friends.
and i want it to stay that way.

but there ARE boys at work that i wouldnt be opposed to receiving messages like this from.

ah well, such is life.

i listed my motorcycle on craiglist last night, and now have to deal with calls and emails to try and get it out of my hands. i better go downstairs and make sure that it starts up fine now...

if it doesnt, i might just light it on fire when it sits...

why do i drink again?

well, mostly a waste of a weekend..

had a good friday out with guys from work.
got very drunk but got to hang out more with one of my favourites.
if i could find him, but without a girlfriend, it would be super.
as it is, he is just a good friend.

le sigh.

saturday i stayed in bed til about 6 pm basically cause i was so friggin hung over.
why do i mix my booze?
i dont have a good reason for this.

saturday night was a fondue party at adams house!
cheese, oil AND chocolate. oh boy.
so much food and beatles rock band!!

today i slept in lots as well, but then went out and met peter for breakfast.
we walked down to taryn and syx's to see the photo display of syx's work and a visit.
i then stopped at sarahs and went through some old clothes of hers and got 4 for myself.
yay new/old stuff!
i then came home and hung stuff up on the walls so it can feel more like home.

i also got all my magnets on the fridge!

just have to figure out the best way to get allans prints up now.

ive also decided that i will give up this place when i take my trip.
put everything in storage as ill be gone for 7 weeks, and then find a place when i get back.
why pay rent for 2 months when im not here?

we'll see how that all pans out...

so much food. i love fondue!