oh dear...

yes yes i know. i havent been blogging. for weeks.
i will get on the updating, though i guess by this point in time, it wont be as detailed as it may have been before.

in any event.
tonight i did something my mother always does. and that, was buy a bottle of wine and proceed to have a couple glasses while chilling at home alone. (on an empty stomach mind you)

what prompted this was an extremely stressful day at work, due to the unknown future for most of my team. there will be announcements made later this week, which will undoubtedly result in some lay offs. its like walking around on egg shells right now, plus, with no direction, its very quiet and restless as well.

my day did get much much better, however, when i got home and called my friend heather to see if she wanted to take over my place. at first i was hesitant to give it to her, as i dont think she will be as quiet as i was. no where near actually. and i love this building, and its soooo quiet. but in the end, i wanted to save money! so whatever. not like ill be here to blame. so she came over, said she'd take the place, and even took most of my furniture. that means money for me, and the fact that i dont have to worry about getting it moved out of here. also, i can keep it all as somewhere to live until i go and not stay in an empty apartment.

the fun part now will be my bed. i want to list it for sale now, so that it sells, but i want to sleep in it til i go. or almost til i go anyways. february lets say. we'll see how that pans out.

so, my poor readers who may or may not have lost faith in my blogging as of late. there you have it. an update. more on the trip at some point soon? (like you even believe when i say that now)

Awake at 3 am

I guess being awake at this time has its benefits. For some reason I cant sleep anymore. Hopefully, I can go back to bed and get a few more hours before work starts. Although I was able to update my blog here (3 other posts below this one!), load pictures to facebook and catch up on messages there, update the old soon to be obsolete blog, and email pictures to my Grandmother.

I may message one more person on myspace and then try to go back to bed. But at least I got something done.

Oh, and my guests left this morning. Yesterday morning I guess. They took longer than expected to get out, and I was late for work, but oh well. Its nice to have my house back. I had to vaccuum cause it was so gross in here. haha.. I am guessing they made it over the border, because I didnt hear from them yet.

Also, I have decided to take my motorcycle course in the spring, if Im going to do it. Too many other things on the go right now to think about (see next post!)

Ok. Good night. I hope.