oh dear...

yes yes i know. i havent been blogging. for weeks.
i will get on the updating, though i guess by this point in time, it wont be as detailed as it may have been before.

in any event.
tonight i did something my mother always does. and that, was buy a bottle of wine and proceed to have a couple glasses while chilling at home alone. (on an empty stomach mind you)

what prompted this was an extremely stressful day at work, due to the unknown future for most of my team. there will be announcements made later this week, which will undoubtedly result in some lay offs. its like walking around on egg shells right now, plus, with no direction, its very quiet and restless as well.

my day did get much much better, however, when i got home and called my friend heather to see if she wanted to take over my place. at first i was hesitant to give it to her, as i dont think she will be as quiet as i was. no where near actually. and i love this building, and its soooo quiet. but in the end, i wanted to save money! so whatever. not like ill be here to blame. so she came over, said she'd take the place, and even took most of my furniture. that means money for me, and the fact that i dont have to worry about getting it moved out of here. also, i can keep it all as somewhere to live until i go and not stay in an empty apartment.

the fun part now will be my bed. i want to list it for sale now, so that it sells, but i want to sleep in it til i go. or almost til i go anyways. february lets say. we'll see how that pans out.

so, my poor readers who may or may not have lost faith in my blogging as of late. there you have it. an update. more on the trip at some point soon? (like you even believe when i say that now)