random seriousness

I think I have begun the mourning/grieving process of Vancouver, and some of my life here in Canada.

For the most part, I can keep in touch with friends via the good ol interweb, so Im not bothered with that. I didnt get upset over moving away from friends when I left Calgary (I didnt get upset over leaving anything in Calgary actually) and I cant see myself getting worked up this time. Friends are always there, and I know I will make new ones. I also have a good handful where I'm going!

I have already begun to miss my family, and have gotten sad a few times that I wont see some for a long time. Namely my Mom, my Grandmother on my Dads side, and now my nephew. The rest.. well, they're family, but I'm not as close. I dont know.. But Im sad about that, and I will miss them.

I also noticed yesterday that I will actually miss Vancouver. This is an awesome city. I'll miss being able to randomly change directions for my day and know exactly what bus to get on (though I know I can learn that anywhere), I'll miss the familiar sights and landmarks, I'll miss the ocean here, although I really didnt visit it as often as I would have liked. It's nice knowing its right there.

There is more, but that is what has surfaced for me in the last couple days. I'm super excited for this change in life, but it wont be as easy as my move to the coast was.

That, is for sure.