im afraid of what will happen if i go
im afraid of what will happen if i dont
im afraid to let people down
im afraid to not be what they want me to be
im afraid to put myself first
im afraid to do what i know i need to do
im afraid to listen to my heart
im afraid to love
im afraid of getting hurt
im afraid ill never be happy again
im afraid of being alone forever
im afraid of being stuck
im afraid of losing it all and not finding it again
im afraid of not taking this chance
im afraid of what could happen
im afraid it wont work out
im afraid of going with no job or home or plan
but im going to do it
i need to
or ill never know if i can stop being afraid
3 comments:
Aren't blogs great for venting?
Don't be too worried, you'll do great wherever you decide to live.
At least we're excited that you're coming! And you're always welcome for movienight at our place, or to hang out at the shop and complain about stuff!
its sooner than you think.
Agreed. You will do great wherever you end up!
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