what is normal?

i cant answer that, but what i can tell you is that how i was feeling last night was definately not normal. i would actually describe that feeling as high. stupid cold meds.

i started my day with some cough syrup to stop my dry hack. i then had a hot chocolate. (caffeine!!) oh, and i hadnt eaten anything. so i was super flyin at work and not enjoying the feeling. the rest of the day i stuck to cough drops to stop the coughs..

well when i got home, i decided it was time to hit the syrup one more time cause i was coughing alot. yeah, kept me up til almost 3 am. i was buggin out! it almost made me afraid for how im going to react to and handle the nyquil today. ive had enough of being high on meds.. but at least ill just be laying there today. i hope. maybe sitting up a bit? ack.

oh yeah, and the water from my tap tasted gross last night? i hope its just because of the meds..

i also have to think about food as ill be there for a long time. something more substantial than snacks. i guess i can go across the street for something, but i dont know. i cant remember what ive done for past all day sessions. maybe ill pack a school lunch, with a sandwich, a granola bar and some juice. haha.

i have two hours to figure it out and also eat breakfast, and then i have to start walkin in the rain.

fingers crossed for no weirdness about the jan appointment